tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55809112011-04-22T05:05:26.633+08:00Assertory Impulsive Kulit Abstruse...aikathis is me..this is aikakiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comBlogger321100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1065009251932538742003-10-01T19:14:00.000+08:002003-10-01T19:54:11.313+08:00ok..after what seems like a million years, i'm posting once again. hehehe..life has been hell. i'm missing the good old days. oh well..
anyway, i've been wasting my precious hours on making this so-called letter that evolved into an art work. whoah..that's what happens when you love someone. sadly..it's unrequited.
why dennis is good news to me?
26 reasons...1 for each letter.
E-because he is kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1064149218463627982003-09-21T20:32:00.000+08:002003-09-21T21:00:18.620+08:00i SHOULD blog regularly...i SHOULD but i'm not. hahaha..oh well.
last week was fun! i SOOO love our song for the music group presentations.
nang batis lamang ang tumatangis
at ang pag-ibig ano'ng tamis
alalahanin gunitain
kahapon nati'y sariwain
and i'm REALLY excited about the chem magic thing! haha..paola is my "GIRLFRIEND". MOVE OVER ARWIN! hahaha..cool, for the nth time, i'm a GUY once kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1063633063806363302003-09-15T21:27:00.000+08:002003-09-15T21:37:43.770+08:00ok..it's been a week since i last wrote. i actually don't want to blog right now coz i'm too lazy. oh well..
haha..i won't say anything about my week anymore. i forgot the stuff that happened to me.
my friday was fun coz i spent it with diane UNFORTUNATELY, everything went WRONG for ME. that's life. it's ALWAYS that way. parati akong DEHADO. hahaha..
saturday was my acet. it's funny how kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1062928854251854042003-09-07T18:00:00.000+08:002003-09-07T18:01:48.393+08:00my friday night didn't end just yet. i called up HIS best friend to talk about my renewed feelings for HIM. i was the one supposedly with a problem here but his best friend did most of the talking. he ranted for about two hours and i just couldn't get any word in. oh well...i'm extremely touched that he still chooses to open up to me though it's been too long since we've last talked. when he was kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1062759285589763342003-09-05T18:54:00.000+08:002003-09-05T18:54:45.446+08:00i might regret THE decision i made today but then i hope there IS a NEXT time.
my day started out like a school day though we didn't have classes. woke up earlier than the usual time actually coz of a text message. oh well..i'm not pissed. it was HIM. *sigh*
anyway, woke up early coz of the english project practice. i made my ESKAPO an hour earlier to get to UST in time for my "meeting" with kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1062683896996027722003-09-04T21:58:00.000+08:002003-09-04T21:58:16.870+08:00BURNOUT
O wag kang tumingin ng ganyan sa akin
Wag mo akong kulitin, wag mo akong tanungin
Dahil katulad mo ako rin ay nagbago
Di na tayo tulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali
O kay tagal din kitang minahal
Kung iisipin mo di naman dati ganito
Teka muna lang, kelan tayo nailing?
Kung iisipin mo, di naman dati ganito
Kay bilis kasi ng buhay, pati tayo natangay
O kay tagal din kita minahal
kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1062681642917593912003-09-04T21:20:00.000+08:002003-09-04T21:20:42.930+08:00finally i'm able to blog after SOOO LONG! hahaha..it's coz of the retreat and my new BAD sleeping habits. tsk tsk..oh well. here goes.
the retreat was fun. we basically did 4 things. sleep, take pictures, do pagan stuff and EAT. it wasn't a retreat actually. more of like a break. but who cares? i'm NOT complaining. except for the "new" me that evolved that i don't actually like. hahaha..the kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061690160475579242003-08-24T09:56:00.000+08:002003-08-24T09:56:00.343+08:00went to UST yesterday to check whether or not i really have a hormonal imbalance. we got there at about 1:30 pm. the doctor arrived an HOUR and 10 minutes LATER. and to think that his supposed sched is from 1-3. oh well...i'm really not patient so that time span was a BIG thing for me. but...dr. vio pretty much made up for his being late.
he was SOOO INCREDIBLY EXTREMELY NICE. i think i've kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061581896573666882003-08-23T03:51:00.000+08:002003-08-23T03:51:36.523+08:00You- Switchfoot
There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
but it's not me
it's You, it's You
sometimes ignorance
rings true
but hope is not in
what i know
it's not in me..me
it's in You, it's in You
it's all i know
it's all i know
it's all i know
i find peace when
i'm confused
i find hope when
i'm let down
not in me ... me
in You
it's in you
i hope to lose kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061576157710334882003-08-23T02:15:00.000+08:002003-08-23T02:15:57.736+08:00ma...you don't know how much this day meant to me.
thanks!
you've given me the support and confidence i badly needed.
i really appreciate it. i love you.
*i BELIEVE!*
kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061490398034027722003-08-22T02:26:00.000+08:002003-08-22T02:26:38.073+08:00this is all because of our new driver. i so totally despise him. ok...that's MEAN but then again, when you've spent your grade school years up to just recently with your old one, you can't help but miss him, more so compare their attributes. serg, i miss you.
reasons my wednesday afternoon sucked big time:
our new driver DOESN'T know my schedule. serg would have been there an hour earlier. he kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061300902132366952003-08-19T21:48:00.000+08:002003-08-19T21:48:22.033+08:00deciding not to see you might be one of the greatest decisions i've ever made in my entire life. seeing you would bring out a lot of emotions i wouldn't be able to control. it would just hurt too much and i'd find myself falling once again for you. i'm glad i still have the resolve to move away.
i know forgetting you would be impossible. but trying to move on isn't. i would never know if you're kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061136858818488132003-08-18T00:14:00.000+08:002003-08-18T00:14:18.880+08:00u text a friend from long ago a quote.
he replies with a quote as well.
u then text him another quote.
he replies with a message asking how you are.
you reply with an answer to his question as well as a question about this NEW guy you like.
by a twist of fate, this friend and the new guy are classmates.
instead of going back to sleep, you call a friend.
she answers the call wait and you agree tokiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1061125300163894722003-08-17T21:01:00.000+08:002003-08-17T21:01:40.076+08:00i guess someone will be singing me this song...REAL soon!
Mr. Suave by Parokya Ni Edgar
Nasa ulap ba ang iyong mga mata?
Mukhang malayo ang iyong pagtingala
Pakay ko lamang na ika'y pangitiin
Ito’y aking lambing
Subok na ang aking pag-ibig
Ikaw lamang sa buong daigdig
Tumitibok na puso ko’y dinggin
Sumama ka na sa'kin
Chorus:
Ako si Mr. Suave
Oh grabe
Habulin ng babae
Araw man o gabi
Oo ako kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060878436132553132003-08-15T00:27:00.000+08:002003-08-15T00:31:49.346+08:00ARTIST: Johnny Mandel and Mike Altman
TITLE: Suicide is Painless
Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see, that
{Refrain}
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
Try to find a way to make
All our little joys relate
Without that ever-present hate
But now I know that it'skiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060875664991918322003-08-14T23:41:00.000+08:002003-08-14T23:45:38.673+08:00there are some things you don't dwell too much on, bulldozing your way towards it without even realizing what you've got yourself into. you finally reach your destination. once you're there, everything seems GREAT at first. you're in this moment of pure BLISS that you hardly notice anything else. then reality hits you...HARD. it isn't paradise, utopia or heaven. it is real, plain and simple. kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060707467663053892003-08-13T00:57:00.000+08:002003-08-13T00:57:47.600+08:00monday was ok but then it became hellish coz of the read speech. i had SUCH a short one...really wasn't made for 2 minutes! and i don't get why sir JUST HAD to READ it out loud! oh well...the deed is done. i'm glad it's over.
yesterday was great! hahaha...i so LOVED it. we just spent the whole day listening to talks advertising their schools. thames was great! hahaha..arwin was there. along withkiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060618402813853992003-08-12T00:13:00.000+08:002003-08-12T00:13:22.790+08:00the CHALLENGE is NOW OVER
the weird/funny/confusing thing is i LIKE HIM...
even MORE now.
kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060523782928552132003-08-10T21:56:00.000+08:002003-08-10T21:56:22.960+08:00blogger is IRRITATING! it makes you believe that what you've posted hasn't been published then you'd see all three messages you typed! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, read this book entitled MARRY ME by Sarah Ball. fun story about a girl being so caught up with her crush a decade ago that she neglects to see her bestfriend loving her silently all along. KILIG! kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060448903678866002003-08-10T01:08:00.000+08:002003-08-10T01:08:23.663+08:00this is my THIRD try of posting. SHIT..
You just don’t realize what you’ve been missing until it comes up and bites you.
I spent the day with a friend who I haven’t been with for sooo long. I didn’t expect I’d feel this way, this sort of regret for everything that I’ve missed. I know it is mostly my fault. I had let my pride and insensitivity get in the way. And yes…we grew apart. So many kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1060358846778950692003-08-09T00:07:00.000+08:002003-08-09T00:07:26.763+08:00the exam week has come and gone. i'm glad it's over! except for having half day classes, it was basically just the same. i mean, i did the same things i do every night as though there weren't things to study. oh well..whatever.
we had an impromptu, unplanned whatever earlier where we just hung out in katipunan for 5 hours. haha..we ate at world topps and the mango crumble was simply DEATH. thenkiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059998723215575432003-08-04T20:05:00.000+08:002003-08-04T20:05:23.200+08:00after TWO hours...i'm "orayt" na. hahaha...
the weekend was certainly HAPPY. i woke up 5 AM saturday not coz i'm scheduled for upcat in the morning but coz i went to mass at 6. special intention...passing upcat! was totally panicking AGAIN for the nth time so i watched meteor garden 2 episodes to get me to relax. *yeah* it was heaven...VANNESS!
the upcat wasn't what i expected it to be. it kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059989260229697302003-08-04T17:27:00.000+08:002003-08-04T17:27:40.220+08:00okay...i am on the verge of tears once again.
i can't believe it. after having a terrific weekend, (the details of which i hope i'd be able to write about later if i'm up to it) i'm having a terrible monday afternoon.
it started when i was telling my mom about the HUGE mistake i made with the gross annual income figure i placed on the UP application form. i LITERALLY, TOTALLY invented coz my momkiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059498105024928672003-07-30T01:01:00.000+08:002003-07-30T01:01:45.010+08:00music: i am currently listening to kuya pat angel's ANGEL cd. (thanks april! mwah! LOVE YOU! no labor fee..YEAH! "orayt!")
i just woke up about an hour and 30 mins ago, exactly 10:50 PM.
the fire incident earlier was sort of funny (?) at the same time scary. i mean we were at the top floor and the lower batches were just strolling down as if they were in luneta. shit..if it had been a big kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059321282065961052003-07-27T23:54:00.000+08:002003-07-28T00:01:12.100+08:00"Home"
I'm so sick and tired
of all these things
that drag me down
I've got no where to go
they say that life
is in these hands
you give everything
you give yourself away you give
and still you choke
and find yourself running for the door
come and take me
home
lead me to your door
take me where you are
lead me to your door
at least just for a while
its some kind of life
forever days
we're kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059230740877759142003-07-26T22:45:00.000+08:002003-07-26T22:45:40.800+08:00what a day! hehe..i can't possibly classify it as anything coz it certainly was DIFFERENT.
started this day by waking up at 9, calmly texting enya asking what time our cl project meeting was. she replied, saying that it was supposed to be 9!!! i thought it was at 12! i literally got out of bed, sprinted to the bathroom and took a bath. i was ready in probably 20 mins? but then my mom was kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1059137326091850622003-07-25T20:48:00.000+08:002003-07-25T20:48:46.110+08:00i missed blogging yesterday. haaayyy..THANK god i survived this day. this has probably been the most harrassing day so far this year. and i'm SOOO glad it's over. yea..."orayt" hehehe
i got 5 hours of sleep last night.(that's normal actually but then i get 5 hours BECAUSE of chatting..talking on the phone..downloading stuff) it's because i revised my t.h.e. project since my classmates had works kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1058969469521711712003-07-23T22:11:00.000+08:002003-07-23T22:11:09.526+08:00club today was great. hehehe. i STILL don't like her but then, i'm glad she didn't make the decision on choosing the editorial board on her own. it's cool of her to ask the other teachers. wow...sir fermin said something good about us? he recommended us? naks..
congratulations to:
reg: editor-in chief (yes..go boss! "ayoko na magclub!" hahaha)
sharon: managing editor
mandi: lay-out editor
mellowkiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1058883264044145822003-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:002003-07-22T22:14:24.046+08:00yehey! i have a tagboard already!!!!! love you mellow! hehehe..
today was okay i guess..i mean we didn't have to SUFFER through 2 WHOLE hours of t.h.e. but then again, why suspend classes at 2 pm?!? where is the JUSTICE there? should've atleast dismissed us at 12.
i am SOOOOO regretting this. WHY didn't i go with karls, be and enya to mcdo after class?!? WHY?!? because i wanted to sleep?!? i kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1058709124596976542003-07-20T21:52:00.000+08:002003-07-22T18:53:16.153+08:00got this from an email my friend kris who i met coz of the austalian trip sent me.
WHAT I LEARNED AS I MATURED
I've learned that you cannot make
someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
haha..it just hit me. of course..i relate to it. well..i don't stalk though. i research. haha..and there's a difference.
shucks! i haven't done my social project kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1058637886314131682003-07-20T02:04:00.000+08:002003-07-20T02:04:46.336+08:00my saturday..less than two weeks before THE upcatenya said that instead of a morning interview with our social worker for our cl project, it was moved to an afternoon one. of course..this was in MY favor. after all..i am such a sleeper. anyway, i arrived at katipunan earlier than 3 pm so i decided to buy film first at national. i was about to get out of our car when i saw a friend of mr. propulsion. "oh my god." serg looked at me with this kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5580911.post-1058282155860870222003-07-15T23:15:00.000+08:002003-07-17T22:54:30.060+08:00Testing..1, 2, 3...kiffkorihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03845742957878744530noreply@blogger.com