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Wednesday, July 30, 2003
music: i am currently listening to kuya pat angel's ANGEL cd. (thanks april! mwah! LOVE YOU! no labor fee..YEAH! "orayt!") i just woke up about an hour and 30 mins ago, exactly 10:50 PM. the fire incident earlier was sort of funny (?) at the same time scary. i mean we were at the top floor and the lower batches were just strolling down as if they were in luneta. shit..if it had been a big thing, we probably could've gotten toasted. tsk tsk..goes to show how INCONSIDERATE some people are. it was cool though that t.h.e. was suspended yet AGAIN. hahaha..was having a great time making the a in aika a cute puppy pa naman. oh well..hehe. after hanging with migs, debra, mon, enya and beba for a few minutes, our driver arrived so i had to leave. we went to ateneo to fetch kuya. it was certainly eventful. haha..i mean, i glanced at my left side and there was this guy who looked familiar. i looked again to make sure..and YEAH. it WAS him. enya's beloved guy. woohoo! of course i JUST had to text her. along with mia and beba. we got to the admin building of the college but kuya wasn't there yet. there weren't any parking spaces so i suggested, why not pass by ateneo high school? haha..our driver is sooo NICE. and sooo GAME. he even drived by ever so slowly so i could take a good look. too bad they weren't there anymore coz they had an earlier dismissal today. i did see their classmate though. kuya and i had our dinner about 4 PM at world topps again. it's great. we're bonding again over food. haha..i love kuya. wala lang..haha. i'm getting mushy. i think there are "SIGNS". hehe..i mean, i woke up 10:50 PM earlier then i turned the radio on and guess what song was playing? moonlight over paris. and why am i affected? it was THE song i was listening to when i saw mr. starfish. hahaha..wala lang. the UPCAT is 2 days away. i am a wreck. UP is my DREAM school. i would positively die if i don't get in. i feel the tears coming now..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i have to discover the so-called "mystery" to end this CHIMERA i have rendered myself to believe* //1:01 AM Sunday, July 27, 2003 "Home" I'm so sick and tired of all these things that drag me down I've got no where to go they say that life is in these hands you give everything you give yourself away you give and still you choke and find yourself running for the door come and take me home lead me to your door take me where you are lead me to your door at least just for a while its some kind of life forever days we're in the cold unfamiliar way so take this fear and fade it out it won't make me sad cause I get sentimental lord in other ways and I don't want to let me down here anymore so come and take me home lead me to your door take me where you are lead me to your door and let me in just let me in and let me leave just let me leave this world come on now let me leave this world at least just for a while i've finally been able to download this song and i've been listening to it nonstop. ang GANDA..simply WOW. just too bad i remember the prom when i hear it. oh well..it's STILL a great song. bout my day..i slept for probably 15 hours. hahaha..great. i still haven't studied for the math and science part of upcat. i haven't finished my ulat aklat. all i did during the moments i was awake was gorge myself with catered food. we had a party earlier. the food was awesome. the guests made me want to escape and head to my room after eating which i did. hehehe.. btw, i also got my brother's grade school yearbooks before i went and had my 15 hours of sleep. mr. starfish was sooooo CUTE! mr. black looked ok, i guess. in fairness, there was one pic where he looked cute. *why can't things be simple? why is it that i can't take things into my own hands? i want progress. i need motivation. a bet maybe?...hehehe. someone please push me instead of holding me back. this is the only way...or probably MY only way. help!* //11:54 PM Saturday, July 26, 2003 what a day! hehe..i can't possibly classify it as anything coz it certainly was DIFFERENT. started this day by waking up at 9, calmly texting enya asking what time our cl project meeting was. she replied, saying that it was supposed to be 9!!! i thought it was at 12! i literally got out of bed, sprinted to the bathroom and took a bath. i was ready in probably 20 mins? but then my mom was supposedly going to use the driver too so i had to wait for her. by the time i arrived at mcdo, it was a few minutes past 10. bogs was the ONLY one there!!! enya on the other hand arrived just a few minutes after i bought food so i had to bring it along during the taxi ride to hi-top where we'd meet mel, the social worker. we got there 30 minutes past the set meeting time but then we assumed she'd wait for us. but NOOOOO..we waited for an hour but she still didn't show. enya probably made a total of more or less 10 calls using my phone just to reach her. we actually bought her a gift..well, it's a token. a clock with Jesus on it which looked really nice but only cost...93 pesos. hahaha..we're cheap. after a lot of waiting and some debating between enya and i, the 3 of us decided to take the risk of going to escopa on our own. we got there via trike and it was simply overwhelming. we probably looked DAZED and LOST coz all of a sudden, about a dozen men came to us asking a barrage of questions. enya was looking at me for help while bogs was so silent. i, on the other hand was laughing coz the situation was so funny. after a lot of considering and deciding whether or not we could trust them, bogs, enya and i rode the trike of this "kagawad". he brought us to the barangay hall and didn't even charge us! how nice..or probably he LIKED enya. hahaha.. so we got there and asked the people there. eventually, we got this brilliant idea to look for the officers of kanlungan in the area. the man directed us to ate joy. we met her then she brought us to this OFW who had mental illness. she didn't seem like it though she was more blunt than the average person. we also visited this guy who was paralyzed. it was sooooo sad to hear his story. i can't believe the company he worked at don't even give him medicine and financial support. tsk tsk..injustice. anyway, it was really inspiring. i want to become a physical therapist now. i want to do volunteer stuff for people like him. one day, i'd go back there. hopefully though, i'd still be able to find him. enya went back to ate joy's house to get the number of mel. bogs and i waited on the street. i couldn't help it. i cried a few tears over the event. the 3 of us went back to hi-top to buy grocery stuff for the man's family. then we ate at chowking. we waited for enya's dad to bring my camera that enya left at her home. enya's dad dropped us off at escopa. we went to the man's house and gave the stuff. we then found out from ate joy that the meeting was rescheduled at 4. we went back to katipunan to get karla. the 4 of us went to mcdo to start our project. we saw tania, andoi and cox as well as 2 A boys. we sat down next to our classmates' table then nikki and joyce joined us as well. atleast we were able to finish some concepts for our project before the so-called meeting. at about 4:15, we realized we had better leave. tania and andoi already left so cox said she'd go home also since we were leaving. it was raining so karla and enya got a taxi while the 3 of us waited. then the HIGHLIGHT of my day happened. i was listening to my phone(radio) when i looked to my left and there HE was. i said.."oh my god!" bogs and cox looked to see who i was looking at. then they were all..why? who's that guy? i was about to tell them when he approached us near the entrance of mcdo and stood there. OKAY. basically, i wasn't able to blurt it out. oh well..i'm so happy. i can't believe i saw mr. starfish of all people!!! certainly someone out there wanted to make up for this extremely tiring day. anyway, we had to leave since karla and enya were able to get a taxi. we said goodbye to cox AND went back to escopa. how many times did we go there?!? ate joy then brought us to the president's house to hang out while waiting for the meeting. after watching the start of lastik man, ate joy told us that MEL cancelled the meeting. GAHD..i hate her for doing this. i mean it wasn't at ALL easy to go there. badtrip! oh yeah..i almost forgot to mention. there was this kid who called us feeling F4. karla was wearing this band thing that sort of..sort of LANG can remind u about dao. then we were 4 so the kid started calling us as dao ming si, vanness, ken and hua ze lei. hahahahaha..karls was dao of course, bogs vanness, enya lei and me, ken. hahaha..uy..beba! ken daw ako! we went back to mcdo to wait for bogs' dad to fetch us and bring us to their place. we were able to finish the concepts and stuff at mcdo and in the car. then we bought food from eg. we were able to catch some parts of the meteor garden bloopers then we ate. we did some project stuff..well, mostly enya. then at 9, i had to leave. i went home. the end. hahaha..isn't it obvious that i'm tired of talking about this day? oh well..tomorrow is another day. i really hope kuya won't decide to go to that sk meeting thing. we have a party here tomorrow as well. shucks! i hate that. being forced to get all nice to relatives you hardly even know. and the upcat is JUST a week away..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! share lang: i'm so relieved i didn't go yesterday to the play. it would have eaten a lot of my upcat studying time, as well as, if i had gone, i'd have been sooooo disappointed. *he is simply amazing. what more will i find out about him? hmmm..* //10:45 PM Friday, July 25, 2003 i missed blogging yesterday. haaayyy..THANK god i survived this day. this has probably been the most harrassing day so far this year. and i'm SOOO glad it's over. yea..."orayt" hehehe i got 5 hours of sleep last night.(that's normal actually but then i get 5 hours BECAUSE of chatting..talking on the phone..downloading stuff) it's because i revised my t.h.e. project since my classmates had works that made you say "WHOAH!" along with that HELLISH graphic organizer for english, the reading assignment for filipino (was cool though! yeah..go gerilya. hahaha!) and the physics and math long tests. we started the day with the physics long test. it was ok although i did invent some stuff. i really hope sir would be as lenient as he is nice to us. had recess with my friends who were cramming the graphic organizer. i merely studied for math coz i finished that THING yesternight. we had the second part of the hrr which had basically almost NOTHING to do with the book. (so why did we have to read one?..) as usual, it took me a long time to write the essay so i wasn't able to write my whole draft on the final one. after a few seconds to breathe..i was writing once more, answering that math long test. i was feeling confident about my answers then my friends and i started talking about it. shucks! i missed reading about the area problem. shit... oh well..life went on. i thought everything was through but NO. i had to endure one MORE long quiz in my elective class. and to think i was actually GLAD that sir sanchez (ex..yikee! hahaha!) was my teacher. sir..you are a sadist just like another teacher i don't want to mention. i'm so glad i was able to get in the car after a few minutes of waiting. i dragged kuya to eat at world topps then slept all the way home. hahaha.. we also got our csat results today. in fairness i did well!!! hahaha..cool. got a 99%. yea man! yea! hehehe..but then it's coz of the science part. basically, if it weren't because of the average scores i'd have probably gotten a LOT lower. of course..i sucked in abstract reasoning and got low in english as well. math was ok. hehehe.. i SHOULD be cramming for the upcat now but here i am writing this entry. hehehe..my mom, for the very FIRST time didn't allow me to go out and watch a play. it's coz she wanted me to start reviewing. actually..that's sooo cool of her. i mean i probably wouldn't feel like studying if she hadn't put me in this situation. guess what?!? mr. black was over at mc last wed! SHIT!!!!! why didn't i see him? WHY?!? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well that's life. i thought i was over with this school stuff for the weekend. but NO..we have our cl project to do. tomorrow is another day. bakit pag umaasa ka, malungkot? bakit pag nagmamahal ka, masakit? -fil class..ms. lacson *okay lang..IKAW naman* //8:48 PM Wednesday, July 23, 2003 club today was great. hehehe. i STILL don't like her but then, i'm glad she didn't make the decision on choosing the editorial board on her own. it's cool of her to ask the other teachers. wow...sir fermin said something good about us? he recommended us? naks.. congratulations to: reg: editor-in chief (yes..go boss! "ayoko na magclub!" hahaha) sharon: managing editor mandi: lay-out editor mellow: photo editor pam: circulation manager (?) or editor (?) me: text editor cool..haha. for the first time, i'm ACTUALLY going to do SOMETHING for club. yeah..i can't wait to make all the revisions for all the write-ups and stuff. it's so great that almost everyone..except for 2 people in the editorial board as well as the officers come from uno. it would be a whole lot easier to work with your classmates. and more FUN too. so guys..if you have requests for the yearbook..haha. joke. cl was fun today. haha..was able to make my drawing of patrick starfish. with matching color as well. probably by next year, i'd be an ARTIST if cl continues this way. hehehe..hope by next cl class, the people from the other side would include me in their game. hehe..i MISS having them (who else?) around me during class hours. as usual eng was hell. that formal theme..oh well. math was ok, had an average quiz. physics of course was fun and stress-free. thank you sir for making it easy for us. get well soon. haha.. why doesn't beba like mr black? hmmm.. *a vision is different from a dream. i am not merely dreaming. i am envisioning .....* //10:11 PM Tuesday, July 22, 2003 yehey! i have a tagboard already!!!!! love you mellow! hehehe.. today was okay i guess..i mean we didn't have to SUFFER through 2 WHOLE hours of t.h.e. but then again, why suspend classes at 2 pm?!? where is the JUSTICE there? should've atleast dismissed us at 12. i am SOOOOO regretting this. WHY didn't i go with karls, be and enya to mcdo after class?!? WHY?!? because i wanted to sleep?!? i was able to get home 4 pm so it was basically the same thing if i'd gone with them. STUPID STUPID STUPID. *banging my head against the wall* haha..but seriously. that was such a WRONG move. enya texted me and i KNEW it. i replied but it took her i don't know..more than 30 seconds(?) to reply. so i..called her. of course i couldn't wait to know who she was talking about. and YES..i was RIGHT. it was him. come to think of it..THEY might've been there. mr. black and mr. red?!? shucks! what a WASTED opportunity! when will that happen again?!? the NEXT time classes will be suspended..i don't care. i'm GOING to mcdo. lyrics from track 17 or your song by parokya ni edgar it took ONE LOOK then FOREVER lay out in front of me one SMILE then i DIED only to be revived by YOU ~it's for mr. black. hehe.. *it's been almost two weeks...what am i gonna do? stare at it?* //10:14 PM Sunday, July 20, 2003 got this from an email my friend kris who i met coz of the austalian trip sent me. WHAT I LEARNED AS I MATURED I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. haha..it just hit me. of course..i relate to it. well..i don't stalk though. i research. haha..and there's a difference. shucks! i haven't done my social project nor have i read mga ibong mandaragit. atleast i've started with t.h.e. why is it that i can take time to download stuff, blog and all but i can't do my projects? haha..obvious answer. why am i even asking? *should i..or should i wait?* //9:52 PM enya said that instead of a morning interview with our social worker for our cl project, it was moved to an afternoon one. of course..this was in MY favor. after all..i am such a sleeper. anyway, i arrived at katipunan earlier than 3 pm so i decided to buy film first at national. i was about to get out of our car when i saw a friend of mr. propulsion. "oh my god." serg looked at me with this teasing smirk on his face. probably thought the guy was my crush. hehe..i bought the film and saw karls dearest there. we shopped for materials for her social project. i then received a text from beba asking where we were coz she wanted to go to ateneo. i replied saying we were at national and that we didn't want to go with her. beba then followed us at national. then it began raining hard. thank god there were people in katipunan who let you use their umbrellas for some money. we got to mcdo and of course..enya's theme song, kanlungan was playing. a few minutes later, bogs arrived, and finally enya. we met a REALLY cute kid there. and the kid got EVEN cuter for enya coz of his name. hehehe.. enya and i hailed a taxi while the others waited at mcdo. we then went to the office where ate mel worked. it was funny coz the very first thing that we saw when we got down reminded enya of him once again. it was so funny! hahaha..basically, we just sat there when we had the interview. karls enjoyed taking pictures. and..the paper karls wrote on was really funny, talking about how the five of us were reacting during the interview. i was SOOO touched. i sounded SOOO nice. hahaha.. we went back to mcdo to wait for our rides. as usual beba was the first one to go. karls and bogs were eating in front of me but i couldn't eat coz we were going to have dinner at green belt. thank goodness a few seconds later, kuya texted me saying they we were already outside. i happily said goodbye, anticipating the food feast i'd have. whoever might read this..i tell you, you SHOULD try eating at bubba gump! it was HEAVEN all over again..i couldn't breathe after. i was too full. i think i gained weight again. hahaha..oh well, it was WORTH it. got home around 10:30. i just changed clothes then proceeded to reading my hrr book. hassle! (uy..pola!) anyway, atleast i was able to finish the remaining 150 pages. i really had to FORCE myself. what a boring story with a really confusing ending if you i could actually call THAT an ending. i have to wake up early. have to make my social and the projects as well as start reading mga ibong mandaragit. does the book have a gabay? hehe..and i mustn't forget the english project. i have pm pa tom..actually later. better get some sleep. *should i text him?* //2:04 AM Tuesday, July 15, 2003 Testing..1, 2, 3... //11:15 PM
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